Flippy B. the Blister

oh, i had small argument with Nanno which resulted in Flippy.

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today, i also find that its been a long, long time since i’ve written, i suppose here’s how it’s all gone.

work has been very good, with improvements here and there, and i think this week has just been a trying one. i hope that headway is being made and that people realise the small people.

oh, and then there was that accident where the wingman and i had to make a trip to the hospital in a cool ride with flashing lights and a siren to boot! no, i don’t suppose it was a great experience at said hospital but i was treated okay i suppose, oh, with exception to the X-ray technicians who were slightly rough with my suspected broken fingers. but all is well now, back riding and slowly but surely back in the grind of things.

i think that was by far the most significant incident of 2015 thus far. i mean, I’m cool with a new adventure and all, but maybe not SO exciting all the time? i do think we were extremely lucky. shaken, but lucky.

this year, i’ve also discovered the wonderfulness that is QUINOA! =) it is indeed very nice a superfood, probably the first healthy thing i actually enjoy and would actively pick to eat. thanks is due to Salad/Superfood, owner of SaladStop!

next week, there is the routine ENT check-up at CGH. and there are a few things to explore. no need for direct answers, just ways to cope. possibly having Menieres Disease has been one of the scariest things I’ve felt. I’m not even sure what I’m scared of, the eventual end or dealing with this, forever.. oh, and also the possible EpiPen.

so today is a day in history, yes, a day to mourn but also a dawn of a new era, officially.

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All

Sometimes we go about things like we can move past them. And sometimes we find that in the thick of it all, we’re stuck.

Well, I’m stuck.

Regina Coeli

Regina cæli, lætare, alleluia:

R. Quia quem meruisti portare, alleluia,
Resurrexit, sicut dixit, alleluia,
R. Ora pro nobis Deum, alleluia.
Gaude et lætare, Virgo Maria, alleluia.
R. Quia surrexit Dominus vere, alleluia.
Oremus.
Deus, qui per resurrectionem Filii tui, Domini nostri Iesu Christi,
mundum lætificare dignatus es:
præsta, quæsumus, ut per eius Genitricem Virginem Mariam,
perpetuæ capiamus gaudia vitæ.
Per eundem Christum Dominum nostrum. R. Amen.

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i guess im still glad i went for Easter Vigil Mass.

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tomorrow, tomorrow is the magic day i get my new HAs!

and quite frankly, I’ve been feeling really deaf, and i cannot wait for tomorrow! =))))))

Days that End in Pieces

that’s enough for now
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There’s not a lot of room for feeling like this. Only a little bit, but I’m glad.

I’m Alive

I had a lesson with Judith on Diane this morning and I think it was a good one. I don’t suppose it was super awesome an outcome or anything but at least I worked on a couple of things and with a few videos, I am more aware of certain things and I’ll be working on them from tomorrow.

And then I gave Judith a lesson on Buzzword. No go man. Oh my. I don’t even know if I should’ve tried. Ish. It’s one of those times when you think to yourself ‘what the bloody heck was I trying to do?!?’
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can’t say no when the wrong one loves you right.

Music and its Effect

and for most of this afternoon, i was wrapped in these and the like…

okay, a lot of the video is stylised (very good productions in my opinion) and such, but even if you can’t be stuffed with the videos, that’s okay, i like how they sound!

their take on the Lord of the Rings

and because Let it Go is so hot at the moment, here’s something that’s bait different but i still enjoyed.

this one is just a cool take on Titanium

and this one, just because! hahaha!

and i really, really like this! okay, Secrets is not my favourite song, but this one grew on me…

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don’t only practice your art but force your way into its secrets, for it and knowledge can raise men to the Divine.  -Beethoven

 

Right Here, Right Now

This feels right and I don’t know how to make you feel like it is. Everything is semi-in place. And it’s a good feeling.

It’s all good, how do I make the world feel more secure now..?

Falls into Place

When things are in line when I ride, I get happy. This week, most things have fallen into place for me. I hope it stays this way for awhile.. 🙂
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I think that sometimes it feels like I was made to do things but for whatever the reason, it’s not in my place. And that kind of sucks.
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And sometimes I think some things should go back to the way they were but for whatever the reason, they can’t. Or it’s just not so easy. And that kind of sucks too.

doing all I can to be a better man

In those Veins

Because sometimes you can’t run from some things. You can’t run because it’s in you, you can’t escape because it is you.

There’s not a point in trying to deny it. You run from it but it follows you, you try to scratch it off the surface and you find it again. There’s so much of it, you keep trying but you can’t get rid of it. You rest and still it taps on your shoulder. You ignore it and it gnaws at you. It’s like when you turn off the lights and your eyes get used to the dim and still your shadow finds you.

You’re desperate and it’s the cave you find solace in. You’re sad and it’s the floor that catches your tears. You’re driven and it’s the adrenaline. You want to wallow and there is nothing else to drown in.

end it now, somebody.

Phlegm

What an odd word..
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I liked this week, okay, I fell off but I think I gained a couple of things.. 🙂
I’m back on Streisand. I’m making progress with mirabelle, other things are strange but not that big of a deal..

Sushi tonight! :))

Plus I managed to sleep last night! :)))