In those Veins

Because sometimes you can’t run from some things. You can’t run because it’s in you, you can’t escape because it is you.

There’s not a point in trying to deny it. You run from it but it follows you, you try to scratch it off the surface and you find it again. There’s so much of it, you keep trying but you can’t get rid of it. You rest and still it taps on your shoulder. You ignore it and it gnaws at you. It’s like when you turn off the lights and your eyes get used to the dim and still your shadow finds you.

You’re desperate and it’s the cave you find solace in. You’re sad and it’s the floor that catches your tears. You’re driven and it’s the adrenaline. You want to wallow and there is nothing else to drown in.

end it now, somebody.