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i stayed over at the bedok gramps last night. okay. it was a TAD bit uncomfy. to start the evening, there was some wayang from the coffeeshop to the nearby park..yeah, i have no idea why my granma reacts to explosively to stuff that is simply trivial. something just snapped and she started shouting madly that my grand-dad was ‘insane’ to be walking home instead of toward the park like we previosuly agreed. i mean, i seriously think it’s cos my grand-dad couldnt hear the convo to start with and therefore did not get the message, therefore decided to just walk home instead of to the park. anyways, it’s kinda sad, my grand-dad is RATHER deaf and has the usual old-people syndrome.. and then granma’s just kinda..well, herself- not being rude here, but i really think she IS kind of ( no, REALLY) weird sometimes.

okay, it’s not that i DONT like them, it’s not that i HATE being in their presence, i just have no idea what to talk to them about, my grandad doesnt say much save for ‘yes’ and ‘yah’. i am SO sure he cant hear anything and is just replying ‘yes’.. errr, my granma got started on talking about church..and then she started singing hymns loudly in the park. it was very strange. i didnt know what to do. which is precisely why i wondered why i said ‘okay’ to spending last night with them. i should have just visited

on the bright side, i cut and high-lit my hair today! i LIKE IT! okay, i did not pose. i pressed the button to take the pic and then i forgot it counts 3 before actually taking it. anyway. it is OBVIOUS i was doing/looking at something else..

we also met with uncle ram yesterday afternoon before going to the grampies. i like uncle ram. 

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i met ethel in the afternoon for abit and im so glad i did. it’s not that she works any sort of miracle or anything, she just helps me sort things out by letting me talk it out. thank you. and i know im not myself-im totally DMS-ing and i hate it too.

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and you know how on saturday night i was supposed to watch the incredible hulk with the riding bunch? didnt work out. no tix, so we roamed around and then ended up at newton to pig out. haha.

here’s lil bro with his huge-ass plate of cockles. WTH, i dunno how he finished it.

All Dressed In Love

 9 mass, kor came with..but he left early too cos of tuition…

=)

lunch..

let me be your accessory.

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but i am totally smitten.

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okay. right. everything rocked today until now-just thinking about tonight is just making me SUCH an emo bitch, it’s not even entertaining anymore. i dont even know why im being so affected AND i dont know why i even agreed to it.

B-Boyz & Ballerina

oh my. it was good, but emm..well, i enjoyed it. just that the plot was an excuse for them to dance? HAHAHAHA!! we met olie and her friend joyce..met fiona and dina..

dinner was..adesp..and my dear vanessa is still working there, wow! she’s great now! bar, cashier and service. wow! even i couldnt pull that..she’s the MAN! and im totally recommending that place now..theyve changed the menu and it’s now very good. the scenery has greatly deteriorated since i was werking there, but hey, it’s still a nice place..with friends, family or significant other..

=)

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what you looking at, boy..? i’ll show you what gay is. you want some, come get some..

Scream

i dont think lunch was too good. in fact, the noodles were quite gross. i hope the whole of beijing doesnt eat food like that. err, yeah. eeee and i were abit stunned.

anyway. 

i had a pleasant morning..and then of course i called DHL, UPS and FedEx about their shipping charges. okay, hahhaa, it’s either ex to ship (DHL) or they dont ship personal stuff at all (UPS and FedEx). nicely, so i totally have to suitcase my printer and speakers..indeed..

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some people have it good, some people have it bad; but everyone just deals with it. being self-righteous really doesn’t help.

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i think tomorrow night could be fun….

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Requiem aeternam dona ei, 

Domine, et lux perpetua luceat ei. 

Requiescat in pace. 

Amen

 

because shireen, i’m here for you.

Lie About Us

wow, i was convinced this morning that the 855 was NEVER gonna come. omg. sheesh man. even ethel volunteered to pick me in a cab..hahhaa! i met camen on the bus

and so the toes met at harborfront and yeahh..had breakfast..and then we headed to Giant and then went to sentosa..YAY!

beach photos later, when they we get it off ethel..

omg, what WAS i doing!?

emm, yesh..here are the luge pics, on the way up..camen and ethel were TOTALLY freaking out..HAHHAHAA!

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really got me hot. kay. and slightly burnt, not charred, but yeah…

i have the weirdest tan in the history of all tans. i have a sports bra tan. that’s okay. BUT i have finger marks..like..im kinda unevenly burnt. BECAUSE, the spots that im burnt, i could not reach to put sunblock on. OMG. retarded. and we were playing frisbee and stuff.. SERIOUSLY. i asked my dad if it was a rash or a burn. and he went “it looks like a rash la, but i think it’s a burn. you couldnt reach with your sunblock is it?”. ROIGHTO. 

sheesh please. even the toes went ‘whoa, erika, that’s a damn zun rash la, right where your sports bra ends man!’ holy shit.

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winning women.

Mastaa

 

i’m so thankful to have friends like my mastaa althea.. we dont meet VERY often, but hey, when we do, we can take about so many things. no, we didnt go far, we were at thomson plaza. and i guess yeah, we’ve grown up, and yet, some parts of us havent. like how we totally ran down the UP travelator because we dint want to walk the entire breadth of the mall. 

yeah, i know right? HAHHAHA, sheesh man, but i guess i’m so glad that she’s got an opprtunity in sydney and things are going good for her. sure, we could try and get ourselves in the singapore rat-race but we had the opportunity and we both want a balanced life while having abit more of a chance of feeling good about our work too.. 

we both had great experiences in the poly, of course our fairshare of the strangest people, but hey, i think we both came out stronger and more ‘ourselves’ than ever. we’ve both managed to swap from singlish to english and vice-versa..and we’ve both found friends we’re comfy with and i never expected that when i went to the poly (not to say the poly’s bad or anything, but i really didnt know what the scene was).

to the past, the present and a whole lot of fun to come:

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I always made it on my own
I always thought that I would keep control

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We were cool back in high school 
Ooh I really liked you, 
Must have been your attitude.

 

Luck Be A Lady

flight details to PERTH, departing SINGAPORE from Terminal 3:

16JUL  SQ225  SIN-PER  0120/0620

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today, im home beside myself, spending time with me. i think i like this idea.. i’ll have dinner with althea

here are the pictures from yesterday..

having my mouth full is quite sick…hahahaha! i was reaching for her cam..roighto….

and yeah, hello eil..

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so sexy…

Cerca De Ti

i finally met eileen. WOW

 

i have the most outdated pictures of her..omg, i will wait patiently for the ones we (no, she took today) HAHAHA, oh my, we forgot to take one together, yes, like what the hell right? hahahaha..roighto…nevermind, i’ll meet livia and her again before i leave.

i miss talking with her. i realized just how much i did this afternoon..damn. and it was LONG overdue, like i last met her 2 years ago and wow.. so we talked about the past, the now and other people who have come and gone..some people who are still entertaining..

and we met caroline and ron too! ron’s going to murdoch, perth next year and caroline’s on holiday from melbourne, so yeahh..

we grew up i guess..

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it made me think of this…

this was a perspective pic, dont worry.

and the sec3 lit play…

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Cerca de ti, cerca de mi,

tu corazón y mi pasión

Cerca de ti, cerca de mí,

amanecer cerca de tí

es donde quiero estar

 

Incanto

i think i’m getting abit panicky about this oz thing.

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thank you.

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J Bar

let’s start with thursday night shall we?

we all (nicole, claudia, patrick, peggy, carol, brendan, frances, simon and chermaine) trooped to hog’s breath vivo and had dinner..here are some shots, pics courtesy of nicole.

here is the boss of all of us trying to put some chilli on his plate..

HAHHAHAHA! i must say i’ve had a blast at safe2travel and i wouldnt mind doing it all over again. as usual, it was the people who made the difference. and seeing as how it was my first office-office job, i dont think i did that shabby a job..

on friday, my last day, we went to gigi’s. okay, it’s the place that’s grossly overpriced for the fish soup and fried rice, but we still keep going back, i dont know why, but yeah! HAHAHA! anyways, daffy and i had fried rice and we had fishsoup with beehoon to share. it was good!

the rest of the day, i helped in the daunting process of helping people get the tourcodes they wanted. emmm, it was very confusing i must say, im glad i wasn’t TOO into it. i passed my stuff to betty and i hope i didnt confuse her. she seems to have quite abit on her plate already!

oh and i got a few knick-knacks from the office-folk, very, very nice of them!

ethel was over to get me from werk i found out. pleasant little surprise that was and we walked to the M hotel for ‘manda’s party.. i had QUITE abit of fun, kenny rogers was packed for dinner and we were hanging about til natasha came and then we all trooped to J bar to use a couple of vouchers they had..steffi and genestine went to watch cartoons i think.. yeah, the music was KINDA retro but still very nice indeed. of course we went ABIT crazy when we came back with the music on jessica’s psp. dammit man, i want all the songs on that lil machine..WOOHOO!

i fell asleep and had a good one, i think drinks help me abit..

which brings us to today and the RIDICULOUSLY long and boring IDP pre-departure briefing. the only thing good that came out of it: meeting my mastaa althea. other than that, i found out i was LUCKY enough to win a laptop. BUT i left, and so it was awarded to another lucky person. yes, pepperlunch at shaw for lunch and yep..came home, hung out with the folkses..and riding happened. i was so sad, mike didnt let me ride giant cos he’s too strong. dammit please. so from tradetime last week, i rode kinabalu. this is A GREAT difference in size. i took a while to adjust..and the stirrups were so short when i mounted i thought i was a jockey. i lengthened them and felt like i was going to be jumping 1 meter or something..so i made them even longer and felt like i was slightly over-tall to be on kina with my legs almost around his girth..he was a dear, a very lazy dear, but yeah, it wasnt so bad..

victoria pulled her calf but got tiger, so she was fine..sonia’s still lame so urs was on mimo..lilbro…well, he was on doc, and WOW..he just sticks to the saddle..

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lady in red, is dancing with me…

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Make it rain, I’m makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I’m into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain’t a problem, I know where it goes