Concern

you know, there’s actually so much love around you. it’s just whether you see it or not. sometimes, a switch of perspective helps.

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today, i ate breakfast on the way to fxt. it wasn’t too bad..hahaha! of course i think my sausage bun almost rotted in the sun while waiting at the stupid pedestrian crossing. i came back, read some shakespeare and then started working on a short write-up to introduce Paris in the registration booklet for the upcoming trip. it sounds really good now, france! hahaa..WELL, just a language barrier…

lunch came and so we tropped off claudia, nicole, carol and i to bk. and guess who we met? ruby and her man! okay, her man looks like her. as in, they seriously look alike. hahaha! it was so funny, we thought they were siblings and then i thought about it and went ‘no, she doesnt have a brother!’ and then they went ‘oh yeah, terence said they look alike!’, hahaa! majorly weird if your significant other looks like you.

doing flight manifests a second time = second chance here brought up some amount of anxiety, we all know what happened to the OTHER flight manifests i worked on/messed up (whichever you choose, depending how sympathetic you want to be to me) dont we? well, i had some help and there were WAY less people this time, so i think i got most of it fine. just that i have to still get the hang of the codes and stuff..

im really thankful for seriously caring colleagues. from when i got to know them better, throughout dubai and now, even after. it helps when theres some support

neuromonics. okay, it’s not that i think it’s not helping, it is, according to their standards. but i cant seem to get used to it. i have 3 or 4 of those sounds, and one, the most dominant is currently intermittent. this is hugely distracting, unpredictable and very difficult to deal with. and it’s so weird to complain about it when everyone around me is so ‘into it’, you know, they’re all so hyped about me ‘getting better’. and i dont know if i’m getting better.

dinner at some nearby mtfaber nasi lemak place. it was average, i wasnt too hungry so yeah..i came home, showered and yeah..we had a visit from ethel’s mom and her sister.. so i hung around with janel, watched tv, gave her some chocolate and yeah..here we are.

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because there’s good in everything.